We didn't get the house. It is unconfirmed at this moment as too why, SAE is working on that for us, but... its no longer a possibility. In theory, I had prepared myself for this defeat and thought I would be ok when SAE called to let me know the news. And, I was for a while.
I made it from Kingston all the way into New Paltz until I was stopped at a red light. I noticed that my phone was beeping, and it was a txt from a friend asking me if we were homeowners yet. And that's when I started to cry. That was all it took. Floodgates = open.
I know that I put up a pretty tough front sometimes, but right now, i feel like a big pile of mush. Actually, I'm more like a fancy looking pile of mush, because I had a job interview this morning and I haven't changed yet.
I'll catch you all later. I'm off to find Finnegan and make him cuddle with me.
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